2016 is my year of sexual exploration in areas that I've never ventured into before. For years now I've been exploring the physical aspects of sexuality, but this year while I practice abstinence I have made the commitment to move into the area of KINK to explore the fetishes that have been lying dormant within me for some years now. It's not easy to explore fetishes when you're single and involved with men who are predominately vanilla in how they express themselves sexually. So during this time I decided to reach out for help to gain more confidence and knowledge in the area of KINK and fetish fulfillment. I solicited the help of Fetish coaches Jet Setting Jasmine and King Noir, a dynamic duo whose expertise extends into trauma therapy, erotic touch massage, physical fitness with a twist and of course adult films that add the "often missing" sensual element to pornography. My first assignment during my KINK training was to explore my fetish of VOYEURISM through filming my coaches for their adult website Royal Fetish Films. "What is your fantasy," they asked me during our discussion about my assignment. "I want to see Jasmine in a collar while King directs her in giving him head. Then I want her to receive the reward of sensual sex after doing such a great job," I said with a light behind my eyes. Never had I had someone ask me exactly what my fantasy is when it comes to seeing two people have sex, and never have I had the opportunity to direct and film my fantasy as it played out in front of my eyes.
And so I found myself in Las Vegas during the AVN Expo, but not to involve myself in wild parties and threesomes as I did the year before. I was there to begin my training and transition into embracing my fetishes. After the filming was over, the second half of my assignment was given: "your home assignment is to write about your 5 senses and what they were experiencing during your training," Jasmine said is an airy voice indicative of the exhaustion she was now feeling from having back-to-back orgasms during the execution of my fantasy. I was pleased by that :-)
So here it is: my five senses and their responses during the filming of my first porno.
Hearing
The room fell silent, and the only thing my ears were tuned into was the soft vibration of Jasmine and King's voices engaging in foreplay. He asked her permission to collar her bronzed neck with a collar made of thick chain links, and she obliged his request willingly. The sounds of their voices were just as much as a turn on for me as the awareness of safety and trust this conversation conveyed. My ears could have heard a pin drop on the carpet of the Suite we were shooting in.
Sight
Seeing the hardness of the chain links against Jasmine's delicate skin turned me on. Red was her code word for stop, Yellow was her code word for go slow, and green meant GO. King kissed Jasmine passionately and with each stroke of his tongue against hers he tightened the chain bit by bit as it wrapped around the palm of his fist. Her body raised towards his as he controlled her every move while her body was stretched the length of the couch. He was on his knees pleasing her body using his lips and tongue to caress her neck and breasts. My level of arousal went from excitement to plateau . My eyes were locked on the scene unfolding in front of me and I fell silent. There was no more direction. Instead, I let their natural chemistry lead me into the positions I needed to shoot the right angles. They were a sight to behold. Their bodies seemed to be one, and her trust in his domination was reassuring. Every tug, every command, every dominating move was out of love. And it showed as they moved from the couch to the marble table positioned in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows that opened the room to the twinkling night sky illuminated by LAS VEGAS City Lights.
Touch
The camera felt as if it was glued to my hand, and my inner thighs were moist from my pussy lips dripping with desire. I was watching something that I dreamed about happening unfold right in front of me, and I imagined myself being in Jasmine's position being dominated with love. The hairs on my body felt electrified as they stood on end, responding as if they too were trying to enter into the erotic scene on the table top. Jasmine was fully engaged in taking the mass of King's girth into her throat lying an inverted position, and as I watched King penetrate Jasmine's mouth, I had flashbacks of similar situations where I enjoyed the same type of penetration. I had to get a closer look at what was unfolding, and just like that I was jolted back into reality as my skin brushed against King's arm, which felt like a violation of a sacred space. I wanted to remain as a voyeur...not as a player within this fantasy.
Smell
The room was filled with the scent of freshly burnt nag champa, an incense known to raise the vibration of any room it filters through. Body heat between King and Jasmine began to warm up the atmosphere and it was then that I was able to smell the scent of coconut oil mixing with pheromones that sent an unusual sensation through my body. The smell was intoxicating and it made my mouth water slightly. The smells of sweat and bodies secreting fluids during sex is one of my major turn ons.
Taste
My mouth was dry as the scene moved from the table to the bed, and at this point I had no choice but to swallow hard. The taste of white wine lingered on my lips from the two glasses I had right before we began our filming, and my mouth was beginning to feel dry. It was as if all of the moister was transferred from my mouth to my regions below, and I didn't mind it. Needless to say, my sense of taste was disengaged during this salacious moment.
Overall My experience was liberating and it made me excited for the next assignment that is waiting for me in the wings. I will keep you all updated on my journey during my Kink Training. If you want to learn more about Jasmine and King, visit their website www.jetsettingjasmine.com
2 Comments
Eugene
Wow.. That sounded so intense and detailed. For your first time I can imagine the turn on, how nice and hot!!!
Martin Lembo
Am enjoying you teachings with my wife